Control

I am a self proclaimed control freak

(I get it honest)

and

I detest not being in control of something 

that is important to me...

then I am reminded 

that ultimately, 

I am not in control...

He is!

But I think He let's me think I am occasionally

just to get a chuckle

and

to see how far I will go

before I remember that

HE

is in charge...

NOT ME!

And no,

I have not learned a whole lot of patience either.

I don't like waiting on other people for stuff *I* need!

Lord, please help me remember that YOU are in control,

not me,

and that YOU will do things on YOUR time...

NOT MINE!

(but hurry up please)